Track 9 of 9

Renew the Faith

The album closer. The man has stumbled. Even after awakening, cleansing, and clarity — he falls. This track is not defeat. It is the decision to get back up. The album does not end in triumph or arrival. It ends with a man who fell and chose to stand again.

Patient, building alternative rock. Opens acapella, builds to full band, returns to voice alone.

Lyrics


I swore I'd never go back there
I swore the old man was dead
But I found him waiting in the morning
Living in the back of my head


I went back to the patterns
Went back to the noise
Went back to the comfortable poison
Went back to the comfortable voice
That says you'll never really change
That says the work was all for nothing
That says the man you're trying to be
Is just another form of bluffing


But I have walked too far to die here
I have bled too much to quit
I have seen the face of mercy
And I refuse to abandon it


Renew the faith that I have let decay
Renew the faith I choose to walk again today
Renew the faith that crumbled in my hands
Renew the faith I may not understand
But I will stand


The guilt says stay down on the ground
The shame says you were never worthy
The pride says you should know by now
That grace was never meant for the dirty
But the cross was built for dirty hands
The tomb was filled with broken men
And every saint who ever lived
Was just a sinner who got up again


I will fall again
I know this like I know my name
I will reach for what I swore I left
I will wrestle with the flame
But falling is not failing
If you get back on your knees
And the man who keeps returning
Is the man that mercy sees


Renew the faith that I have let decay
Renew the faith I choose to walk again today
Renew the faith through the falling and the fire
Renew the faith through the liar and the lyre
I will stand
I will fall and I will stand
I will fall and I will stand


I will stand

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